thinking too little about things or thinking too much about them both make us obstinate and fanatical.

- Pascal

i've been lookinng back on the pictures i've taken. they aren't as inspiring as i thought they were. i haven't really used my baby (my camera) in a while. i've just busied myself with unimportant things such as tv, partying and stuff like that. school also has been harsh to me. i want to fin the time to express myself once again. i miss taking pictures. i miss the freedom of capturing a moment, an image, a thought.
i wish i had more talent. if i could i would make art my life but i know that the competion is too much out there for me to risk everything to completely dedicate myself to what i love soooo much.
i promise myself today that i will make the effort to take more time to be alone and contemplate the things around me and enjoy them for what they are.
i miss expressing myself. push me to do so. encourage me. tell me that i need to do this for my own sake so that i don't completely lose myself in my own life.